Sometimes I wonder if I've thought too much myself? I always kept things myself and most of the time I wouldn't tell anyone how do I feel. I mean, I got no one to turn to because sometimes, I couldn't really trust people. I do always care about how others see about me, not my Looks or what, I don't mind people pointing at my and yell at me "Hey, you're fat and ugly.", but I do mind if people think about my personality. If people does think that I got problem with that, they could just split it out and tell me personality, at least, if I couldn't change, I could avoid doing those things that you might hate or dislike infront of people that doesn't like it. And I couldn't tell it to others because I don't want those Others to tell others as well, or I'll just tell those that I think that they got no relation with the person I am referring to at all. Sometimes, I also realize that I got very little people to turn to when I am troubled, I mean, not much people actually knows about my problem, but I couldn't tell them what do I feel, as I've stated earlier why. So the best would just be keeping it all to myself, or the best I could do is, to just blog about it. Anyway, the reason why I don't really tell my family much about my friends, it's because there is a borderline between my friends and my family. Only few friends about know about my family, and for those that know my family, my family knows about their existence too. So yeah. >_>!
Anyway, this post is not referring to anyone, I am just saying this because I actually got this feeling.
2 comments:
Most of us feel like that sometimes. You can tell me if you want to, I'm willing to lend you my ears F.O.C (because ramenbox is THAT KIND). Keeping too much inside might be bad for thy sanity.
I don't know larh, just have that feeling. Anyway, thanks for the offer, will tell you more next time. Haha, but I am fine with it anyway, just gonna distract myself, I am bad in concentration so, yeah, can get over things easily, that's why I am good in handling these kind of situation. Just wanna talk about it while I still has this feeling. :/, wouldn't have it after awhile.
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